• You Are Not Your Programming ft. Rob Pikula
    Apr 12 2026

    This week Caitlin sits down with Rob Pikula, Conscious Alchemist Coach, medical and Reiki master, author, and someone who has spent over two decades doing the kind of deep spiritual work most people never go near.

    Rob’s awakening started long before his heart attack six years ago, but that experience cracked something open in a new way, exposing the limits of conventional medicine and sending him deeper into energy healing, past life regression, astral travel, and learning to work with the different energies and entities that move through us.

    In this conversation they get into the programming installed in us from family, religion, and society before we’re old enough to question it, what it actually looks like to alchemize dark experiences into something that serves your growth, and why the work we do on ourselves is never just for ourselves.

    Caitlin also gets real about her own recent journey and what it revealed about the ways she had been unknowingly holding herself back from showing up fully in the world.

    This one went places neither of them planned. The best ones always do. 🙏

    Connect with Rob: 🌐 consciousalchemistcoach.com

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    52 mins
  • Deconstructing Everything with Steven Francisci
    Mar 15 2026

    Steven Francisci, U.S. Navy veteran, author, and founder of Healing Roots On Up, joins Caitlin for a conversation about what it actually looks like to deconstruct everything you were handed and rebuild yourself from scratch.

    They get into how fear of hell pulled Steven into evangelical Christianity after the military, how that framework quietly stunts your growth, his experience with hospitalization and being cycled through psychiatric medications, and the healing modalities that actually moved the needle for him.

    They also talk about outgrowing your community after deconstruction, the grief that comes with it, and why pulling away from people who no longer resonate isn’t something to feel guilty about.

    Want to hear what happened after we stopped recording? Members of Conscious Rebels Network got access to the full live Q&A with Steven, plus replays of every guest conversation we’ve ever had.

    Contact Steven:Email: healingrootsonup@gmail.com

    Instagram: @HealingRootsOnUp

    Books referenced + links:[Steven’s book] From A**Hole to Alright: https://amzn.to/4bkCKX1

    No Bad Parts (book on Internal Family Systems therapy modality): https://amzn.to/4rw9d2OA Liberated Mind: https://amzn.to/47Gzggx

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    42 mins
  • Opting Out of the “Taco” System? A Conversation with Chris Hughes of Freedom Law Group
    Feb 15 2026

    In this episode, Caitlin sits down with Chris Hughes from Freedom Law Group for a candid, podcast-style conversation about one of the most controversial topics people whisper about but rarely understand: opting out of the federal tax system through the revocation of election process.

    Chris shares his personal story, how he got into this work, and what most people misunderstand about taxpayer status in the first place. They discuss the difference between what people assume is mandatory versus what is actually elected, how enforcement typically unfolds, and why so many people comply without ever examining the structure they’re participating in.

    If you’ve ever felt confused about "tacos", forced contributions, or whether participation is truly voluntary, this episode will give you a new lens to look through.

    The second half of this conversation includes an extended Q&A that is available exclusively inside Conscious Rebels Network.

    If you want access to the full replay and future live calls, you can join here:👉 https://consciousrebelsnetwork.com/crn-membership

    To learn more about Freedom Law Group and Chris Hughes, visit: https://freedomlawgroup.us/

    As always, this episode is for educational and informational purposes only. Do your own research. Ask better questions. Stay grounded.

    And decide consciously.



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    1 hr and 10 mins
  • Deprogramming from politics and fear with Lisa Ekman
    Dec 21 2025

    In this episode, Caitlin sits down with Lisa Ekman for a conversation about what happens when your worldview starts to fall apart from the inside.

    Lisa spent over twenty years working deep inside Washington DC alongside major democratic leaders, agencies, and nonprofits. She wasn’t on the outside throwing stones. She was fully inside the machine. And then something shifted.

    This conversation explores the quiet unraveling that happens when intuition starts speaking louder than institutional narratives. Not through debate or opposition, but through an internal knowing that something no longer adds up.

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    Connect with Lisa Ekman: https://deprogrammingdemocrats.com/

    Connect with Caitlin:

    Instagram — https://www.instagram.com/thecaitawakening/

    TikTok — https://www.instagram.com/thecaitawakening/



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    1 hr and 17 mins
  • Christspiracy Chat with Kameron Waters and Chris Crutchfield
    Nov 23 2025

    In this episode, Caitlin sits down with Christspiracy co-director and co-star Kameron Waters and Chris Crutchfield, host of the Six Foot Seven Podcast, for a raw, eye-opening conversation about the parts of Jesus’s message that institutional religion has rewritten, hidden, or distorted.

    This conversation blends history, spirituality, and personal insight in a way that will challenge you, soften you, and expand you all at once.

    If you want to watch the full uncut video replay, including audience Q&A, or join future roundtable conversations live, you can become part of Conscious Rebels Network, Caitlin’s private community where these discussions happen freely and uncensored.

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    Follow the guests:Instagram — Kameron Waters: https://www.instagram.com/kameronwaters/Instagram — Chris Crutchfield: https://www.instagram.com/67podcast/

    Connect with Caitlin:Instagram — https://www.instagram.com/thecaitawakening/TikTok — https://www.instagram.com/thecaitawakening/



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    1 hr and 33 mins
  • Did Christianity Get Jesus Wrong?
    Nov 16 2025

    In this episode of the Conscious Rebels Podcast, Caitlin sits down with Paul Davis for a conversation that goes straight into the heart of religious deconstruction. Together they explore who Jesus actually was before the Roman Empire rewrote his message, why so many people are waking up to the cracks in modern Christianity, and how fear-based doctrine replaced the original teachings of love, oneness, and empowerment.

    This is the kind of honest, uncensored conversation you cannot have on social media without getting flagged or misunderstood. Which is exactly why it’s happening here.

    If you want to watch the full unedited version, including the live Q&A with Caitlin and Paul, you can access the complete recording inside Conscious Rebels Network. And if you want to be part of conversations like this live, CRN is where we go deep without censorship.

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    Follow Caitlin:Instagram: https://instagram.com/thecaitawakeningTikTok: https://tiktok.com/@thecaitawakening

    Follow Paul on Instagram:https://instagram.com/realgoodnewsxp



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    55 mins
  • Two Women Talking: Dusty Dudes and Energy Zone Breakdown
    Aug 26 2024

    PS- If you prefer to watch the video, it’s available on YouTube.

    Three times a month, I coach live on Zoom in my group coaching container, Self Transformation School.

    If you like the idea of semi-private coaching, then you'll love this...

    You can attend next week's call AND get access to the whole Self Transformation School library for a whole week... for just $2.

    This is an amazing way to get powerful coaching, support, and accountability that easily fits into your budget.

    If you decide to stay on with us, it's just $79 (until August 31). Cancel anytime w/ no questions asked.

    Want in? Get the $2 trial offer here: https://selftransformationschool.com/join-now



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    57 mins
  • Two Women Talking: The Birth of a Talk Show
    Jul 24 2024

    My friend Kristina Nasti and I are starting a talk show.

    We're not sure what we're gonna call it, but for now, it's airing on Self Transformation Radio (my existing podcast I started in June 2022) and on my brand new SUBSTACK! :)

    This is the kind of talk show where we say anything that's on our minds. And we mean anything.

    A little background: Kristina and I met on TikTok! I did a Human Design session with her (I'm a Projector!!).

    When I found out she lived only 30 minutes away, I invited her to come hang out at my house ASAP, and we've been great friends ever since. We've had many "hot girl walks" and girls' nights together in the short time I've known her (less than two years). She's attended Transform as a co-host in March of 2024.

    Kristina is also the content manager for SelfTransformation.com -- something she is VERY GOOD at -- and it's probably even the only reason we're doing the talk show to begin with. Having Kristina on the team has freed up so much mental space to figure out what I really want to do.

    And both of us are on this journey of sorts to becoming our true selves and elevating that to the highest level possible.

    Living our best life.

    We both recognize that it's not money we're after; it's this. Full self-expression. That's what's going to make us happiest, AND it's going to help the most people because it will mean our frequency is high (authenticity is the highest frequency)... which will attract the people who need to hear our message.

    We're here to talk with a purpose, not just about nonsense. That doesn't mean we won't gossip a little (before we decide not to!), but we want to focus on what we care most about — the stuff that lights us up, and the stuff that makes us angry, too.

    So that's what I mean by anything goes. And the great thing about Substack is that it'll never be canceled.

    I'm so excited to speak my mind with Kristina. She is one of my very best friends, one of the only small handful of people who I can tell really "see" me.

    Hope you enjoy our pilot episode <3

    PS- If you prefer to watch the video, it’s available on YouTube.

    Three times a month, I coach live on Zoom in my group coaching container, Self Transformation School.

    If you like the idea of semi-private coaching, then you'll love this...

    You can attend next week's call AND get access to the whole Self Transformation School library for a whole week... for just $2.

    This is an amazing way to get powerful coaching, support, and accountability that easily fits into your budget.

    If you decide to stay on with us, it's just $79 (until August 31). Cancel anytime w/ no questions asked.

    Want in? Get the $2 trial offer here: https://selftransformationschool.com/join-now



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    1 hr and 15 mins