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The Color of Water

A Black Man's Tribute to His White Mother

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The New York Times bestselling story from the author of The Good Lord Bird, winner of the 2013 National Book Award for Fiction.

Who is Ruth McBride Jordan? A self-declared "light-skinned" woman evasive about her ethnicity, yet steadfast in her love for her twelve black children. James McBride, journalist, musician, and son, explores his mother's past, as well as his own upbringing and heritage, in a poignant and powerful debut, The Color Of Water: A Black Man's Tribute to His White Mother.

The son of a black minister and a woman who would not admit she was white, James McBride grew up in "orchestrated chaos" with his eleven siblings in the poor, all-black projects of Red Hook, Brooklyn. "Mommy," a fiercely protective woman with "dark eyes full of pep and fire," herded her brood to Manhattan's free cultural events, sent them off on buses to the best (and mainly Jewish) schools, demanded good grades, and commanded respect. As a young man, McBride saw his mother as a source of embarrassment, worry, and confusion—and reached thirty before he began to discover the truth about her early life and long-buried pain.

In The Color of Water, McBride retraces his mother's footsteps and, through her searing and spirited voice, recreates her remarkable story. The daughter of a failed itinerant Orthodox rabbi, she was born Rachel Shilsky (actually Ruchel Dwara Zylska) in Poland on April 1, 1921. Fleeing pogroms, her family emigrated to America and ultimately settled in Suffolk, Virginia, a small town where anti-Semitism and racial tensions ran high. With candor and immediacy, Ruth describes her parents' loveless marriage; her fragile, handicapped mother; her cruel, sexually-abusive father; and the rest of the family and life she abandoned.

At seventeen, after fleeing Virginia and settling in New York City, Ruth married a black minister and founded the all- black New Brown Memorial Baptist Church in her Red Hook living room. "God is the color of water," Ruth McBride taught her children, firmly convinced that life's blessings and life's values transcend race. Twice widowed, and continually confronting overwhelming adversity and racism, Ruth's determination, drive and discipline saw her dozen children through college—and most through graduate school. At age 65, she herself received a degree in social work from Temple University.

Interspersed throughout his mother's compelling narrative, McBride shares candid recollections of his own experiences as a mixed-race child of poverty, his flirtations with drugs and violence, and his eventual self- realization and professional success. The Color of Water touches readers of all colors as a vivid portrait of growing up, a haunting meditation on race and identity, and a lyrical valentine to a mother from her son.

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"[A] triumph."—The New York Times Book Review

"As lively as a novel, a well-written, thoughtful contribution to the literature on race."—The Washington Post Book World

"Inspiring."—Glamour

"Vibrant."—The Boston Globe

"James McBride evokes his childhood trek across the great racial divide with the kind of power and grace that touches and uplifts all hearts."—Bebe Moore Campbell

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All genres considered, the memoir is among the most difficult and complex for a writer to pull off. After all, giving voice to your own lived experience and recounting deeply painful or uncomfortable memories in a way that still engages and entertains is a remarkable feat. These autobiographies, often narrated by the authors themselves, shine with raw, unfiltered emotion sure to resonate with any listener. But don't just take our word for it—queue up any one of these listens, and you'll hear exactly what we mean.

Powerful Memoir • Inspiring Family Story • Exceptional Narration • Inspiring Mother Figure • Heartfelt Tribute

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This woman was amazing. I don’t think many of us would want to emulate her parenting style, but the results she gets are hard to discredit. Every one of her 12 children earned college degrees and had successful careers, and all this under incredibly difficult circumstances.

Ruth, as she was known, was Jewish, the daughter of Jewish immigrants who were in an arranged, loveless marriage. Because of polio, her mother was handicapped, but worked hard nonetheless. Her father was a sometime thing. But Ruth was able to find deep love with her first husband, a black man who died when she was pregnant with her eighth child. The difficulties of a mixed marriage were not easy to deal with, and the children, born of two races that were not treated very well in the mid 1900s had a difficult time as well. Ruth’s family never accepted her husband, so she was basically on her own. After the death of her first husband, she again found love with a black man with whom she had four more children.

This is a compelling story of true grit. I admire Ruth for her ability to make something out of very little. It makes me realize I have nothing to complain about. (But I still do it. . . )

The narrators were spot on. A very enjoyable listen!

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I loved it and recommended it to many people and consider myself a connoisseur of audibles.

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An amazing life that shows we are all human despite skin color or religious bent.

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A beautiful story, eloquently written, and makes the reader feel every possible human emotion. This is, hands down, my new favorite book.

Spectacular.

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I read this book over ten years ago and it's been my favorite book ever since. I'm just happy to re-experience it in all its glory.

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